Rope Bliss!

After the events of the previous night and my rude awakening and branding of my body Mortice 'switched' back into boyfriend mode and made me a cup of coffee - luckily he had placed on the landing within reach of my chain so didn't have to struggle too much!  He teased me saying he didn't think I deserved Breakfast and whilst I was still in "sub" head space I bowed my head and nodded silently.
Eventually he let me out of my chains as the time was progressing and we needed to be ready at a reasonable time to attend a local Rope event by train.  We went downstairs for breakfast and I sat at his feet with my head on his legs as I 'felt' more at home on the floor as a 'thing' still........

We got dressed, Mortice chose my more revealing top and allowed me knickers but hinted that in fact my ass would be on display for all to see my 'branding' on my bottom which made me feel a little embarrassed at the prospect!
Upon arriving in the local town we walked to the event and met up with fellow kinksters - it seemed quiet at the event and I took cakes to celebrate my Birthday as had them leftover from the munches of the previous week we both attended.  After a while I wondered into the dungeon area and 'helped' to suspend a fellow girlie kinkster who was tiny so it was a breeze to see her "flying" in the air and we snuggled with embraces and I caressed her nipples with permission from her partner!
After helping back on the ground had a coffee break and she hinted that in fact it would be my turn soon, A close friend had 'built' a special rope harness which is normally used to bring "bodies" off a mountain side and a girl was cocooned in it to be suspended in the interim.

When I asked the organiser if she could suspend me as no one else had tied me up at any point she had a coffee break and I went into other room to chat to fellow kinksters. My time arrived I stripped off my clothes and Mortice revealed my branding to all in attendance which got claps and cheers - was quite funny and it was agreed I would be held in the same harness as fellow kinkster. But as I was more cuddly than her I would need more 'assistance' being lifted and harnessed in rope!  We tried once but the rope was cutting into my arms, our friend adjusted the ropes and I finally lifted into the air - the feeling is out of this world words cannot do it justice the feeling of being held in the air in rope made me feel helpless but so ecstatic, kinda headspacy it was awesome experience.............

After a few minutes I was released and gently moved to the sofa for cuddles with mortice which was nice we moved into the other room where a wee girl was being tied and I helped to get her out of the ropes!  I let a fellow girl caress me and we snuggled into each other my cleavage seem impress her and her partner LOL. After all going to the pub as a group for some much needed food we caught the train back home we picked a carriage where no one was sat. Mortice was being romantic and drew me for a embrace but he had other ideas and undid my top from under my coat. This was extremely hot as he tweaked my nipples all the time telling me I was so wanton and would get into so much trouble - I held my breath each time we pulled into a station hoping no one would sit at our end of the carriage as he pushed his hand down my trousers and teased my clit I became so horny and he instructed me to look at him and not make any noise as he rubbed harder and faster I experienced a little orgasm while on the train!  There was no way I was going home as we got off the train I needed more stimulation and almost walked back to his house in a lust filled haze. As soon as we got through the door I was stripped of my clothes while Mortice was held in a chastity cage of his choice til the morrow or beyond.
He took me upstairs and tied me to the bed I was beyond caring what he did but had a slight panic when he placed the TENS on my inner thighs as they are sensitive there . But I was no position to object, he ramped up the power and teased my clit again -  I was so horny when he decided to fist me that I didn't need much lube he turned the power up on the TENS making me winch momentally and I could feel the Orgasm building. omg I thought he was going make me cum so hard which moments later I made strange noises as I gasped my way to Orgasm. my limbs and mind crashing to bliss........!

Chain of Events!

So I start this this evening's blog and wonder how can I possibly put into words what unravelled on Saturday night me wonders.......... Well we arranged meet at his house earlier due to a "big" event happening in the town which would make it impossible to get to some restaurants in town and chose a local bistro but when we got there it was extremely busy so chose instead a local Chinese buffet which is one of my favourite restaurants having a lovely meal before meeting some mystery people that knew a friend of a friend for the tickets for tonight's comedy performance - we met in a pub myself unsure what exactly does a "German" comedian would be like, but he was quite witty, understated clothes and bit close to the mark on a couple of occasions.
After the performance we made a quick exit so we didn't get trapped in the crush of people exiting the local venue and took a slow walk home to Mortice's house. My nerves were building not knowing what lay in store for me and what exactly had he done in the 'spare' room that would serve as my bedchamber/dungeon......
We idly chatted over a drink once of course my clothes had been removed the minute we got in the door and went upstairs to chill for a bit with our drinks - I was led to the main bedroom and breathed sigh of relief that I hadn't been dragged immediately to the end room which was my new bedroom/ dungeon!
We caressed each other on the bed and I tried to relax feeling the anticipation building and panic rising. We had 'vanilla' sex and Mortice hinted that things would change shortly for me, I quickly sat astride and wrestled Mortice still trying to delay the inevitable but tiredness got the better of me and I submitted knowing the more I struggled the harder it would be for me. We walked along the landing me in a blindfold led by Mortice and sat firmly on a chair which confused me - why had Mortice sat me in a chair I puzzled but he leaned in close and told me firmly that I was his "fuck toy" for the evening and advised me to follow his instructions to letter otherwise there would be consequences for me! gulp went I and feelings of dread washed over me!!
I felt the cold chain locked around my ankle and my heart beat faster not knowing what Mortice's plans were and how long he planned keep me chained up the chain was trailed across my cleavage and felt Mortice hold me firmly while he locked the other end around my neck, in the dim light Mortice took off my blindfold so I could survey the predicament I had found myself in. I was trapped, the chain in the middle was wrapped around the radiator pipe but there was clearly enough chain for me to use the toilet which I was quite grateful for!
After shortly plunging his cock in my wet pussy I was left quite alone for me to contemplate
my situation I had found myself in, I tried to settle for the night and get comfortable as much is possible in chains and handcuffs and had time to rest my eyes briefly before a cock was thrust in my face to suck before it had found it's way to tease my clit and rest at the entrance of my pussy being held face down gripping my breasts from behind as he fucked me in my restraints.......... Then he simply walked out of the room without any affection shutting the door behind him, this helped me get into the 'mindspace' needed for my captivity and quickly I accepted my fate as a slave and slipped into a quieter submissive frame of mind. Shortly after I asked for a drink of water as previously he had put a little heater in the room and my throat felt quite dry - he used this opportunity again to abuse my body with his cock using my body for his own pleasure and then retreating to his bedroom at the other end of the landing.
I woke several times during the night as the steel cuffs were rubbing and would catch on the sheets so I realised I could free myself as he had set them loose but this gave me the puzzle if he would be cross that I had released myself but he had the same thoughts in his head as he came shortly after to check on me.  Each time I tried quietly to go to the toilet carefully carrying my chains so I wouldn't make too much noise I held my breath with thought of him come bounding down to me to overtake me once more but this kept me on edge never knowing if he would wake and take the opportunity being awake at the same time.
Early morning came after using the toilet knowing he was normally awake I paused for a moment quite nervous waiting almost but he didn't appear at 1st waiting instead until I had layed down on the bed to charge and flip me over onto my belly cuffing my hands behind me and having no choice about his attack on my body, my muffled screams into the pillow was all I could achieve.
He took this opportunity to 'brand' me after playing with my head that in fact I was now his property and using a permanent marker he scrawled "Property of Mortice" on my behind which made me feel proud but humble at the same time.......

Comedy of Errors

Today I sit at my computer slightly horny and frustrated as I'm on a "No Play" day as tonight going over to Mortice's house.  Of course during the day I have sent him several texts teasing him as he has put the same restrictions on himself but in doing so have made myself horny in the process - but I love teasing him as gives me such enjoyment being a cock tease to him..........
But instead of our 'planned' quiet evening in we have been 'roped' into attending a evening of Comedy and he has enlisted the company of fellow friends which I haven't met - I'm sure it is Mortice's mission to show me 'off' to all his friends as like some prized possession that I am, now I have accepted the position of "girlfriend" it seems but he keeps referring to some "Rule Book" the like I have not yet seen? Me wonders what exactly have I let myself in for - but that is part of the puzzle and intrigue I enjoy at times!

This last week after a "heart2heart" we have agreed to the idea of me having a 'bolthole' at his house so he can sleep in peace - but he has been sprinkling little breadcrumbs sending my imagination in overdrive at the thoughts of possible restraints and chains of the like I have never experienced before. The situation is made worse by my imagination trying to work what exactly has been doing all week making me a "dungeon" as he calls it - he even directed me to clip from the film "Black Snake Moan"
and hinted that in fact I would be chained up for his displeasure!

So later than planned tonight I will finally find out what he's been up to with changing the spare room into a bedroom for me - but I may not 'get' to see the results as I may possibly be led into the bedchamber blindfolded and then held by rope and chains.......

come tomorrow we have more "Ropey Goodness" at a local rope peer group where we hope both get tied up - such fun!

1st home visit and electricity....

Today Mortice was due at my house to stay for the night and peruse my "Toy Box" - still in switch mode it had been quite a difficult week for him as he had requested I set him tasks which gave me a adrenalin rush knowing I had such power over another human being.
We had arranged to meet at the local train station and after chatting over Skype I got changed still with my "top" hat on. Setting a collar & lead by the door I walked the 10 minutes to greet the lovely Mortice and we walked back to my house. Upon entering my house I had him kneel and placed the collar and lead on his neck and walked him through to the living room to sit by my feet as we chatted over the week he had experienced completing "my" tasks I had set him.
Deciding on pizza for dinner as a delivery would take too long - this was to be our 1st home based meal as so far we had only eaten in cafes and restaurants. we started to watch a film on "Love Film" but it sadly didn't hold our attention for long and after dinner had gone down we chose to go upstairs to look in my "Toy box" Mortice gave me my Birthday presents which were a beautiful pendant, estim pinwheel and some of his favourite lube!

After going upstairs to look at some of my equipment, Mortice chose to use a new restraint on me which made me vulnerable and open to his bidding after some teasing on his part blindfolding me and using my nipple clamps he used my wand to bring me to orgasm with some guidance from me.
We tried my new pinwheel but couldn't get it to work - Mortice seems to think there maybe a loose connection somewhere this will need further investigation me fears?

We drifted off to sleep and I crept out into spare room for the safety of not being poked at some ungodly hour!, waking early morning to feed the cat who stood outside my door patiently. I tried to creep silently into the main bedroom where Mortice slept but he heard me and grabbed me as soon as I slid into bed obviously noticing my absence from the bed chamber, passionately kissing me and squeezing my boobs in his lust fuelled state making me wet so he could explore with fingers.
After breakfast we came back upstairs and it was mortice's turn to be tied up and using my neck/wrist restraint I teased him biting, scratching him and using my bullet vibe I teased his ass with it using my baby flogger to distract his attention and confuse his mind into thoughts of pain against pleasure.

I came up with the brilliant idea giving him the experience of candle wax something he'd never experienced before being blindfolded he didn't know exactly what I was using until I turned him over and the pain was enough for him to shoot his load as I dribbled the wax over his chest he cum but with blood as he had previously informed that a piece of jewellery had scratched the inside of his cock - quite impressive to see! We said goodbye at lunchtime and met in the evening at the Cinema with his film group he organises. After the film and meal we left the film group in one pub and dashed across town to meet Sir and a very drunk mistress still in the pub after many hours.  Walking home to his house we picked up kebab meat and ate it watching some comedy he'd recorded.
We went to bed eventually falling asleep after more sleepy fumbling, early morn came and I was provoking Mortice to tie me up for a little while - after I purposely picked up the strait jacket giving him the hint which he picked up on and I resisted at 1st being put in the jacket during which he fisted me making my cunt grip his hand with his teasing of my clit.
Later it was Mortice's turn to feel restricted as I put him in the sleep sack but with the addition of the Tens machine set on high on his bottom - such a devious sight to see his bum twitching with the shocks of electricity pulsing through it!
I went about my business leaving him helpless on the bed as I looked at emails on the computer for a little while. Feeling pity for him I released him and we got dressed to go out for lunch - there was a little tension between us but maybe tiredness was playing a part as last night was a late one and we had woke 'early' for fun and games so after lunch I "sent" Mortice home as he yawned his way through lunch.......

Friday night Fun and More!

Having gone to local shops to purchase cakes for tonight, I finally got round to packing my stuff together for our 1st mini break together and 1st time at local club to play.
Arriving early evening I checked into local Travel lodge and went to get as bite to eat shortly after walking down to Tesco's to buy supplies for possible idea of ME being the cake! This made me feel a little nervous not having the best of body confidence - the idea having cream spread over me and licked give a little chill down my spine!
Meeting up with Mortice after I had a shower and washed my hair - he greeted me warmly and picked the more revealing of my outfits - thinking I wouldn't need to be on show as there wasn't gonna be much opportunity I thought I could get away with playing it 'safe' with my sparkly dress. But no.
I watched as Mortice shuffled into a rubber catsuit holding my breath as if it was me I possibly would of put my nails through such a dramatic costume..... having no patience with things as restrictive as his choice of club wear!

Walking to club it was bit chilly as the autumn winds blew and we greeted friends bogged down with the bags of goodies to be placed on the buffet once we were settled and said hello to fellow kinksters.
I turned to Mortice and asked if he wanted me to reveal my state of undress so soon and he replied yes 'do it, now!'
But this would leave me in just a lace fronted dress, gstring and slutty black heels making me feel rather insecure about my appearance. But everyone seemed to like my outfit and got few compliments on my appearance which was nice to hear. He then put me in my place and placed a nice o ring collar and attached a lead so I could be dragged around behind him restrained in cuffs at my front and then behind my back which was more submissive for me to feel

During the evening there was a vacuum bed which Mortice had a go at and I had some fun playing a small wand over his body while he was inside.
It was weird atmosphere at the club - seemed unusually quiet and everyone who was playing was busy doing other stuff - this could be as it was weekend after Halloween and there was a big event happening in London that possibly took some of the regulars away from the club on Friday.
I was given the option of going in also shortly before I was to 'become' a Birthday cake to celebrate my upcoming Birthday being covered with sprinkles etc. I found the bed was more restrictive than one I'd experienced before and was getting a little distressed near the end of the experience - someone had placed a wand on my feet which is a unique torture for me as I have quite ticklish feet. There is no graceful way of getting in or out of a vac bed but i tried to protect my modesty as best I could.
Next I had to be naked which I'm a little self conscious about my my wobbly bits as I was covered in icing, cream, sprinkles and chocolate buttons. But as the club was quieter not many came forward to lick stuff off me which upset me a little - was I that hideous that no one wished to come forward........
upon returning to the hotel Mortice begged me to release him from the chastity which I let him sweat for a while at least but took pity on him and I've never seen cock expand so quickly like a alien!
This of course meant he was now free to poke me with his cock throughout the night when he wished but in the morning he had the cheek to say he was tired that his hornyness had controlled him so!
Upon our return to home I put in a piercing but no chastity as I knew this is what he really wanted - later on I was to meet up with his friends for a Halloween event I was dressed as a Witch in a purple wig, but when meeting me at the train station he looked straight passed even thou I was grinning at him! The pub was quite busy but luckily we managed to squeeze into seats at the rear of the pub where Mortice had his pic taken in my wig!

Sunday was The gadget show live @Xmas show in London which was such fun but really tiring - I had a experience on a electric bike which sadly Mortice missed due him needing the toilet at the same time. Typical!  The show was set up in such a way which was confusing I'm sure there were stalls we missed completely but the main event was the theatre show where you saw a special show with the television stars which was amazing and one lucky person won all the gifts under the tree!
Later on as we left one of the stars was stood near the exit so I got mortice to take a pic of me! I kinda went all girly and bounced.....

 

Quality time

Monday came quickly and in the evening it was the End of the Month Munch at a local pub. Spent most of the day just chilling after the rather horny and hectic weekend that had just passed it was nice just to relax.
But tonight would be quite different as normally I would have to go home alone afterwards but we had arranged that I would stay over at mortice's house and would spend Tuesday together going to local cinema and chilling.
Arrived at the munch and it seemed unusually quiet - not sure if people were still in shock over the death of a local muncher or people were just being more chilled out. Got chatting to friends and fellow kinksters about the whirlwind state of events of Mortice and I - it still amazes me that we have known for a age and never thought of getting it together. Maybe if mistress hadn't placed the chocolate buttons on my shoulder would have fate still intervened me wonders?

Sometime later after showing off my friendship bracelet which had a combination lock on it like Mortice's collar having worn over 24hrs part of me wanted it off but part of me felt the security given by such a trinket. It was a fellow muncher's Birthday so cake was handed round and left on tables to nibble - we had the cutest little cupcakes on our table which too easily popped into a open mouth or two!
Mortice arrived and circulated chatting with others - I was happy chatting to others it was nice that we didn't have to be in each others personal space - he would look over and give me that lovely smile which makes me go all wobbly inside. Chatted to a girl about our experience of Erotica and what we had done recently and the forthcoming events coming up which we hoped both attend.

While daydreaming with a fellow kinkster I was dreamily rolling the dials on the lock and pressed the button and got the biggest shock it opened - but what do I do I thought? Do I take it off in rebellion or just roll the dials to lock it again - I decided on the latter but someone spotted what I was doing and made me confess to Mortice making me feel like the naughty school girl caught misbehaving.....
Walking back to Mortice's afterwards we chatted and held hands until we reached his house where normally I get in the door and get stripped of my clothes LOL.

Tonight he seemed extra horny and essentially begged me to release his cock from the device - I never seen such a angry cock bulging out from the cage. Locating the dials I took off the lock but had to wait for his erection to subside a little before I could remove the cage for him.
After some drunken fumbling on Mortice's part we fell asleep until early in the morning I sensed movement in the bed opening my eyes briefly I saw Mortice looming over me with intent in his eyes - but his next move took me by surprise for I just shut my eyes and he swiftly plunged his cock into my pussy without ceremony and I gasped aloud as his erection was working its way within me while still half asleep on my side he held onto me as he pumped his hornyness away.
Sometime later after me teasing his cock in way of thanks of making out with so abruptly we had breakfast which Mortice did Croissants and tea over we discussed ideas of films we both wanted to see - his 1st idea was a Disney film which I knew wanted to sit in the back row and basically grope me but had to remind him that in fact being Half Term there would be hardly any opportunity for such things in a screening full of ickle children!  So we picked a scifi - he told me was mix of Harry potter meets Stars wars after lunch time so would us chance to eat and then spend afternoon watching the film............. As the film was few hours away this gave us time to play together before having to get dressed to go out - Mortice wanted me to tie him up in neck restraint and dutifully I completed his request relishing his captivity for my own evilness - making him hard and stopping my gentle touch he thrusted his cock at me and I laughed at him. I then used his cock as a dildo and he just had to lie there and watch me ride his cock unaided teasing him as I slowly and paused for a moment before commencing again in using his cock to give myself pleasure not thinking of him as a being just a toy for my use - but I know he'll get his own back at some point.

After a light lunch we made our way to the cinema not before we looked in a local jewellery shop for a suitably vanilla present for my Birthday - I never expected him to be more generous giving such a lovely gift - we looked briefly with intent coming back after the film. The film had quite complicated storyline and Mortice later thought it was slow at times - he rested his head on my chest halfway and cuddled in close to me while I watched the film. After the film we returned to the shop and after comparing we decided on a blue pendant and chain which was so beautiful handing him the box so he could wrap it up ready for my birthday.
After walking round the shops casually chatting together we found shop for the idea of me being caged later buying  a colouring book and pencils which I love doing - makes me chilled out and giggly.
When returning to his house he built the cage which made me nervous - I thought he was only bluffing with me and the thoughts being held made me little anxious. But the time approached quickly and he made change into a "bear" onesie and I crawled into the cage requesting a pillow to lean against for my captivity of being held taking my pencils and pad with me. I requested a drink which he kept on the other side of cage which of course was locked balancing the drink on a bin so I had to lean against the bars to take a slip from the from the straw.
After some colouring while Mortice was working on the computer which he liked being undisturbed by me was chatting on line to another person it seemed about having such a delightful captive in his grasp teehee! I felt sleepy so crawled into a ball and had a nap in the cage for a while upon waking I had dire need to stretch my legs he briefly opened the door thinking I wanted to escape but it never entered my head well maybe for a millisecond........
After crawling out after a while me thinks Mortice had some fantasy of fluffing his teddy wasn't happening got changed into normal clothes and went to local cafe for tapas and wine. But it seemed sadly out of 6 dishes we ordered Mortice only like 2 siting the others were 'too spicy' oh well can't be perfect all the time perhaps? This was 1st meal that wasn't a blazing success walking back to the house tiredness whacked me in the face and couldn't face train ride back to mine so requested a taxi home......

Erotica, Humiliation and Death

Sunday morning we woke up and Mortice let me out of the strait jacket after of course I gave his manhood a good morning kiss, shortly after we had a light breakfast of croissants and tea which was nice.  He then hinted at my request of him being in chastity for the event today and would I oblige him with some added bondage into the bargain. He placed the cock ring part of the device onto himself something I still have trouble fitting on his cock placing the cage and padlock in my hand for when his raging erection would cease so it would be fitted for the day or more........

We went back upstairs to the bedroom where the straitjacket lay discarded from my wear of it and Mortice looked at me with hope that I would tease him in it for at least a while.  Having never had any experience of putting someone else in the contraption I needed direction from Mortice and tried to unnerve him by pulling on the straps tight to make it more restrictive experience for him.
Placing the blindfold on him I pushed him back onto the bed and ever so gently I teased and poked him mocking his unfortunate predicament to my advantage by sucking his cock and then stopping when he was near orgasm - seeing his frustration only spurred me on further as I decided I would see how he fared on giving me oral instead which was quite nice but as not let him get too carried away I jumped off and decided to take advantage of his vulnerable situation by various bites, scratches, and seductively sucking various parts of his body that were free from restraint knowing how receiving pain and torment confuses his little brain - it gave me such enjoyment knowing the cup of power was now in my grasp I whispered in his ear that i would leave him to contemplate his situation and how I could just leave him alone and strapped up and alone for the day - I could hear the panic in his voice but I never had any intention of such (I am not that evil yet!) so went downstairs to see what items I could use and remembering the Strawberries and cream in the fridge I tried find a whisk to whip up the cream but to no avail so tried desperately to use a fork but only produced bubbles nothing more and after checking my phone for messages returned to the bound Mortice but he could smell the strawberries - my "surprise" was foiled but dribbled the cream on his unbound cock and licked it off which only increased his hornyness. Copying his actions from the previous evening I dipped the strawberries in the cream and fed them to him making him wait for my permission to eat them which made me laugh - deciding that time was slipping away I untied him from the jacket and told him it was about time we got organised and ready for our trip to London.
Before getting dressed I with some difficulty slipped on the cage as even doing this act seems to turn on Mortice, slowly it slid and tried to not catch the skin between the pegs and firmly locked it into place with a combination lock only known to me.......
Mortice got into one of his trademark rubber outfits hidden under a tank suit whereas my outfit left very little to the imagination which made me concerned when Mortice if 'this' was I planning to wear on the train made me worry a little as I looked rather slutty to the untrained eye - in a top which enhanced my cleavage, a lace skirt with short black underskirt which only 'just' covered my decency from onlookers, fence net tights and slouch boots - I must looked like a hooker but Mortice approved especially as I had nothing to cover myself up in!
Once at the station we bought the train tickets and made our way to the platform where we both got stared at more so me, me thinks in my get up and I'm sure Mortice purposely made me walk up and down the platform just so I could get looked at!
Unfortunately the train was quite busy so we had stand in a packed carriage all the way to London which was a little irritating for me as would at least like been able to sit some of the journey. Stopping briefly to buy a bagel to eat on out way we travelled to the Venue was to be held this year at Tobacco docks - still uncertain what Erotica would like at a maybe smaller venue this year.
Eventually we found the venue there was no signage from the local DLR station as in the past the event was directly next to the local tube station which was handy!
Walking to the venue we both noticed there was lack of people had made any effort in "dressing" for the occasion which was a little disappointing - everyone else seemed to be in casual clothes looking the part that they were out for afternoon stroll not visiting a sexual expo!
Leaving our coats at the cloakroom we slowly strolled round getting looks from others and I had stifle a small giggle at a vendor who thought Mortice was gay! Teehee! The event seemed very low on stalls and vendors and to me seemed very disjointed and solemn - certainly missing the fun element that is present normally. Later on I 'bumped' into a guy I met at a recent event - I'm sure Mortice was quite confused at me kissing a random stranger it seemed!
All the big contenders weren't present at this years event which only seemed to consist of high end toys, glamour girls, strip club/date clubs.  We did find the EStim stall which Mortice knew the puppy and swapped my broken unit after 'testing' on said puppy, no questions asked which was amazing!
As my birthday was coming up Mortice bought me a toy to amuse myself when not in his company.......
After a while it dawned on us both that in his rucksack there were other parts to our outfits - for him there was chance of wearing a purple zentai suit with tiny holes for his eyes - which locked at little odd to the onlookers but this part of Mortice's kink which I embrace as this keeps him happy but at present I don't quite 'get' it! For myself there was a impressive 'O' collar which he led me on a lead which felt so horny, submissive but proud to be 'his' pet for the duration.
After our joint purchases we tried find some kind of food as hunger was knocking at our now empty bellies but wasn't partically impressed after letting him free from lock on the hood and deciding we eat somewhere else! This is where we 'found' the main stage hidden away until this moment of discovery - seemed stupid having the main stage hidden away I'm sure we weren't the only people not find this til much later.....
After collecting out coats I stupidly came to conclusion it would be easier go without my tights but didn't take into account how exposed this would make me feel. suddenly I didn't want to move so causally now realising my crutch was only a inch or so from exposure!! I started to panic but this seemed make Mortice proud at my hidden nakedness as he guided me away from the event the wind was freezing on my now more naked flesh slowly now we walked through the underground him behind me trying my best to not hyperventilate my humiliation at my condition - the worst part was sitting on the tube there were children sat opposite me so when I got up my skirt stuck to my skin so I had peel my skirt down helplessly tugging at the fabric to cover my modesty - so embarrassing!
On our return to Paddington I remembered there a pizza restaurant where we could have dinner choosing a booth at the back of the restaurant trying hide my nakedness from the public in the restaurant.
During our starters my phone rung - answering it on the line was a fellow kinkster asking if I knew the name of a local kinkster who it seemed had passed away suddenly posted by local club owner - reeling from the shock of the announcement had resurfaced my own experience of recent years of personal grief and made me a little lost and confused - my friend ended the call not wanting to disturb our evening meal....
On our return back home to Mortice's house I started to panic suddenly I didn't want to be alone in my house kinda begged to stay with Mortice but it seemed he needed sleep for he work the next day numbly I gathered my belongings suddenly distraught at the situation and my own inner demons of death and grief!